Silly little bunny.
Have you ever notice that everything in life that you know is a benefit for your life you find yourself so scared of it. The dentist perhaps? No one actually likes to sit on that grey leather chair that makes a big nasty sound each time you adjust your but to the dentist requirement. And then she takes that long skinny iron metall pole that's so sharp and terrible makes you want to kill yourself before you hit 55. The same goes with the doctor, you don't want to go and check yourself cause you might find out that something is wrong with you and then you are forced to face it as it is, therefor some people( me included) choose to not visit the doctor as we may be suffering from a fatal disease. INDEED we people are sometimes so fully stupid that we choose to shut our eyes and make ourselves deaf just so we can avoid what's infront of us. Correction we never avoid it cause it's there to haunt us for as long as we don't deal with it.
Now I know the world is a shitty place and it has it's problems, but would it kill you to smile once in awhile?
Now I know the world is a shitty place and it has it's problems, but would it kill you to smile once in awhile?
Miss Caffelatte.
Manhattan is lying infront of her hazel brown eyes where only the big high scyscarpes are getting her full attention, lost in thoughts of next shopping street to fulfill the runner up satisfaction. Big pink bags in each hand carries her to the next event of her life which is yet of a questionmark. She finds her favorite coffeshop where she knows the menu by heart and pleasure, she knows what she wants to order, her light chocolate drink with extra foam, what we all call a Caffelatte. This is her best friend the only thing in life she can trust being good and satisfy her when she needs satisfaction the most. Now you're probably laughing at this women cause you're thinking she's a bit lost and has only a drink as her need. Well my friend laugh at yourself. This women of 35 has more knowledge of life and what it brings you then the next monkey knows of his hair.
you fall you crawl and you break don't deny this it will happen to everyone eventually and at the end you will love you're Caffelatte more than you used to cause you realized that trust is never to be for granted, you can't even trust you're caffelatte to taste the same as it did. You need to let go of certain things to get so much more in the future. Today you're latte is tasting like the best but don't rely on it tomorrow. Learn to love everything diffrently each day and not the same as always cause nothing is as it was yesterday.
They say if you love something let it go
If it comes back it's yours and that's how you know
It's for keeps, it's for sure
And you're ready and willing to give more.
How am I suppose to breathe without no air.
I woke up and then I slept so I woke up again with a mayor headache that was surround with extra beat in this big head of mine. boom boom boom is what I hear. I looked to the left where I found myself confused and lost that I just won one million dollar and now I have no idea what I want to do with it.
One million dollar, do you know what you would do with such money? Save it? Spend it? Give it away? this is not really the issue here.
The issue is that today I have no issue that today my head is empty without any thoughts cause I'm very very tired.
indeed I need sleep yet I don't.
Say you do
One million dollar, do you know what you would do with such money? Save it? Spend it? Give it away? this is not really the issue here.
The issue is that today I have no issue that today my head is empty without any thoughts cause I'm very very tired.
indeed I need sleep yet I don't.
Say you do
Skinny Marie, skinny Marie, where you at?
Can you ever really relate to an ants life? They are never assured an hour of life before we people take a big giant step on the street and crush the life of a baby ant or maybe it's dad. We should learn from ants because they live the life of Carpe Diem. They live each hour as if it could be the last ( probably will be the last). They sieze the day, or maybe we should call it sieze the hour.
We are not ants but we sure should try to live like them, you know.
L I V E
Still we are the ones who teach, when we are the ones that should learn
We are not ants but we sure should try to live like them, you know.
L I V E
Still we are the ones who teach, when we are the ones that should learn
GOOD somehow overcomes BAD
I know we wish to see only the good in things and something in humans. Why is it that when somethings is so terribly bad we wish to overlook it and just pay attention to what's good about it? We know deep deep way deep down that this is a negative(bad) thing but then we choose to remember the positive(good). Why do we do that?
We know someone has been a total ass for example but yet we want to remember the person when he/she was the sweetest or the nicest. Is this becasue we know that deep deep way deep that person is a good human being afterall? Or are we in everyway trying to hope and wish that he/she will change and be what he once was?
Perhaps it's a nice way to think but we really need to wake up and slap ourselves so that we don't forget that this thing or person is bad, maybe then we can truly let go and smile.
Smile like we never smiled before, and love like we never had our hearts broken.
We know someone has been a total ass for example but yet we want to remember the person when he/she was the sweetest or the nicest. Is this becasue we know that deep deep way deep that person is a good human being afterall? Or are we in everyway trying to hope and wish that he/she will change and be what he once was?
Perhaps it's a nice way to think but we really need to wake up and slap ourselves so that we don't forget that this thing or person is bad, maybe then we can truly let go and smile.
Smile like we never smiled before, and love like we never had our hearts broken.
She.
Heavy breathing, big giant crocodile tears runing down her swollen red cheeks, the tissue box next to her is empty and all she can reach is the sleeve from her grey cardigan. Hundred thoughts passing her mind with the speed of light, sorrow in the stomach is getting worse and the lump that's making breathing more difficult is keep getting bigger and unswallowable. Chest pains next to her left side where her heart is beating faster and faster until it feels like she's having a heartattack. The eyes have left her presence with darkness as a substitute. Massive worries about if she ever forgets and moves on.
Tears still runing down her face, that face that used to light up a whole town, where is she? Where has she gone? Where will she go?
"My inspiration-source, my soulmate, my conscience, my everything and my nothing"
My undenyable.
Tears still runing down her face, that face that used to light up a whole town, where is she? Where has she gone? Where will she go?
"My inspiration-source, my soulmate, my conscience, my everything and my nothing"
My undenyable.
Point ZERO
The yoghurt in the fridge is cold, like really ice cold. The sound of the elephant kid up stairs is ruining my beauty sleep. My eyes are mushed and red. I fear to know I'm gonna look like this the whole day.
The hair is a mess like I slept on it for 24 years even though yesterday I brought my comb to my reach and brushed that big frizzie african hair of mine. I liked it, it was in its best position even the smallest hairstraw. Yes yesterday I was a real beautybox with pappya extract all over this mighty goddess body.
Today I woke up not to my own will but to my Nokia next to my bed. It just had to make a sound right were I was having the best dream ever. It made me a mush so I cried and thought what is this? What the hell am I doing? It was only a dream?
yes just a dream, a dream I wanted to put in logic and give it a real push to my reality.
As a said before, it was only a dream.
It's never just a dream, is it?
The hair is a mess like I slept on it for 24 years even though yesterday I brought my comb to my reach and brushed that big frizzie african hair of mine. I liked it, it was in its best position even the smallest hairstraw. Yes yesterday I was a real beautybox with pappya extract all over this mighty goddess body.
Today I woke up not to my own will but to my Nokia next to my bed. It just had to make a sound right were I was having the best dream ever. It made me a mush so I cried and thought what is this? What the hell am I doing? It was only a dream?
yes just a dream, a dream I wanted to put in logic and give it a real push to my reality.
As a said before, it was only a dream.
It's never just a dream, is it?
IN MY WORLD I CREATE MY RULES.
You know when we wish, hope and desire, when we dream about something else than to the reality we wake up to every morning, you know the feeling of distant satisfaction that won't ever be reached, you know your hearts most deepest and most desperate wish the one you tell no one and the one you show no one.
You want to cry because you can't grasp your wish you want to stop breathing cause you can't get your dream you want to give in and give up cause you didn't get what you wanted.
And there's were we fail to see that if we had everything that we wanted we'd never be happy. It's you wanting more that keeps you living and it because you're not recieving it you're still breathing and it's becasue it's impossible for you to have it you're dreaming of it.
You wanna keep crying cause Mr-Handsome broke your heart and left you unwanted maybe you should smile cause now you have a reason to keep dreaming and still keep wishing that maybe he someday change and knock on your front door asking you to love him like you used to.
And then we hope and desire and wish cause in our dream he was on his knee begging for forgiveness but then we realize and we get back to our reality and close the front door, cause we don't want to let in the mighty bugs.
You ask yourself this, can you really ever forgive if you can't forget?
In my world I create my own happiness where I have everything I always wanted and that's why I'm so happy that I wake up to my reality every day where nothing is as I dreamt about it.
In my reality perfection is not needed.
You want to cry because you can't grasp your wish you want to stop breathing cause you can't get your dream you want to give in and give up cause you didn't get what you wanted.
And there's were we fail to see that if we had everything that we wanted we'd never be happy. It's you wanting more that keeps you living and it because you're not recieving it you're still breathing and it's becasue it's impossible for you to have it you're dreaming of it.
You wanna keep crying cause Mr-Handsome broke your heart and left you unwanted maybe you should smile cause now you have a reason to keep dreaming and still keep wishing that maybe he someday change and knock on your front door asking you to love him like you used to.
And then we hope and desire and wish cause in our dream he was on his knee begging for forgiveness but then we realize and we get back to our reality and close the front door, cause we don't want to let in the mighty bugs.
You ask yourself this, can you really ever forgive if you can't forget?
In my world I create my own happiness where I have everything I always wanted and that's why I'm so happy that I wake up to my reality every day where nothing is as I dreamt about it.
In my reality perfection is not needed.
Weak is the opposite of Strong.
How important do you think you would be if you never knew the opposite of what you are?
You see, you are something but you'd never know what you were if you didn't have an opposite vision of yourself.
you may be strong, but how do you know how strong you are if there wasn't any weakness to push you further?
weakness pushes you ahead to become strong
and strength gives you a reason to not be weak
That's the truth about everything that has an opposite. Humans always have opposites around them that's why they are pushed further than expectations and lower than disappointments.
I'm really just an opposite of what I want to be that's whats keeping me going, and eventually you find your opposite too.
Weak is just a direction for your strength.
You see, you are something but you'd never know what you were if you didn't have an opposite vision of yourself.
you may be strong, but how do you know how strong you are if there wasn't any weakness to push you further?
weakness pushes you ahead to become strong
and strength gives you a reason to not be weak
That's the truth about everything that has an opposite. Humans always have opposites around them that's why they are pushed further than expectations and lower than disappointments.
I'm really just an opposite of what I want to be that's whats keeping me going, and eventually you find your opposite too.
Weak is just a direction for your strength.
Like.
SINCE I LEFT YOU I FOUND THE WORLD SO NEW.
Green green grass....where?
WHERE is that place where the green green grass is greener than were you are now?
I believe you create that grass for yourself in your head and then think that it's "a place" when it's really just something in your mind that needs to be changed. You create the green green grass because you have issues.
There for I have issues cause I dream of something better.
My green green grass is exactly where I put it to be.
Get it?
I believe you create that grass for yourself in your head and then think that it's "a place" when it's really just something in your mind that needs to be changed. You create the green green grass because you have issues.
There for I have issues cause I dream of something better.
My green green grass is exactly where I put it to be.
Get it?
I'm heading for the past and you for the future.
Today we learn by me that the past and the future are two very destructive ways of living.
Living in the past is being stuck on situations that has passed you by, and therefor you think, wish and desire your lifes history so much that you forgot you should live at the moment, as in right NOW!
Living for the future is being stuck on situations that you are waiting to happend, and therefor you think, wish and desire "the life of tomorrow" so much that you forget you should live at the moment, as in right NOW!
So don't tell me I'm wrong and stuck where you were, because you're stuck on the issue of where you're going.
We all have a pass and we all are heading for the future, but why have we forgotton to live for just today and what's right infront of you at the moment?
The future will not remember the pass does not forget
Living in the past is being stuck on situations that has passed you by, and therefor you think, wish and desire your lifes history so much that you forgot you should live at the moment, as in right NOW!
Living for the future is being stuck on situations that you are waiting to happend, and therefor you think, wish and desire "the life of tomorrow" so much that you forget you should live at the moment, as in right NOW!
So don't tell me I'm wrong and stuck where you were, because you're stuck on the issue of where you're going.
We all have a pass and we all are heading for the future, but why have we forgotton to live for just today and what's right infront of you at the moment?
The future will not remember the pass does not forget
