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....lucky me....
Karma Chameleon.
loving would be easy if your colours were like my dream
red, gold and green
Tough.
You're perfection with mayor flaws and what does that mean? To me you are perfect but deep down to me I know you're not. No one is but that doesn't mean that you can't be, you just aren't. I need to hit you on your head and damage you for awhile, maybe then I accept forgiveness. Maybe then I let go
maybe...
22.22
.........then why aren't I everything you fight for.....
.....haaa?....
A short truth.
Mayor skinny tunas all over the new light blue tablecloth, women seeking wildly after their number one mascara, that used to lie in the big black toilet bag next to the sink, men yearning for the heavy remote control so they can watch the Yankees play another sucking game without any further luck, kids doing what they always do best, making a mess with every footstep they take, screaming after their pink popsicle that will eventually shut them up only for e few minutes, and through it all there you are standing in the middle of everyone, feeling lost and confused, feeling inferior and trapped like a yellow Canadian bird in a rotten small cage, there you are, feeling failed, feeling unnecessary like a tiny warm heading for his bait, which is like bigger then its body, you're feeling incapable of everything.
But you are the one that should feel superior and happy, you're the one without any obligations to the kids that are making your life a living hell for the moment, and you're the one that don't need to see another sucking soccer game to feel a shallow meaning with life, you don't need to put on a 100 dollar mascara to feel beautiful, and you don't spend hours trying to find it, no.. because your life is worth more and more relevant for success. you're absolutely beautiful in everyway a person can be.
The End, feels quite right to write right now.
Beggin
Brad Pitt.
HE HIS FANTASTIC SPECTACULAR DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS!
Hollow
A clam is hollow when you take out the meat and put it in your mouth, A bottle is hollow when you take the last zip of the soda, A house is hollow when you pack all of your things and hit the road, A wastepaper basket is hollow when you empty all of the junk in it, The mind is hollow when you think of absolutely nothing, A heart is hollow when you loose someone you love.
But the main thing you should know is that a person, a human being, a girl or a boy is never hollow, you could never be hollow even though the similar feelings like to play around you sometimes, you can never be hollow just sometimes a bit empty
Mirror mirror on the wall.
If you were standing infront of it, what would it show?
I hope you know.
That she doesn't mean you
I remember what I forgot.
They say memories are the best thing you can have because somethings are never forgotten if you keep them in your memorie, but heey, what if you don't want to remember , but the memorie will save it anyone. Not all memories are worth remembering, there are some that should disapear somewhere really dark and cold, where no one can ever found it, because you would be happier without.
Get my story?
Blame.
anyway, lets skip to the point
If everyone is born with the same capacity, then the reason why some kids grow up to be "bad" (or a bit out of the normal creative square) is in fact the parents fault, and that would mean that there are some parents out there not doing their job well, and therefor they are the reason why crimes and other hooligans get their strenght to act as bizarre as they do, so therefor we musn't blame ourselves, kids.. We should stand up and tell our parents that they are the reason why I just went and robbed that videostore. they are the reasons why I smoke weed everyday and think it's so amazing to bully other people and beat them up, yes indeed it's the parents fault.
Now if you're one of them that red this and agreed with me, then please do get a brain-check up, you are on the wrong way of the road mister and should perhaps start to clean up your act and get some perspective in your life, AND stop blaming other for your missfortune, and lack of happiness.
you can start from here....
The water is falling
Just see how happy you are when you loose eveything else, you will cry, I will laugh, you will whine, I will succseed, So Puhlease take your minimum wage job shuff it up somewhere dark and warm, then take your cheating boyfriend out to the yard where you can drown him in the pool, while your four year old child is peaking from her steamy window, that's getting more steamy because of her warm breath, and on top of that you're noisy and snoopy neighbour is trying to film the sceen so she can pass it on to the other neighbours so that everyone can see that little miss happy is quite the opposite, and they will all feel so much better because now someone else is more unhappy then them and now they can regain their lost confident that they had before little miss happiness moved in.
Indeed you are happy, keep telling yourself that...
We all wanna die satisfied
Actually it's not about the grass beeing greener on the other side it's about following your dreams to the maxium, because as we all know life is short, and don't you rather wanna die knowing that you made your dream come true even though it wasn't as you thought? At least it came true and I think that is the most relevant, following your dreams in every way you can.
We wanna say goodbye cause we fear to say hello
If you're low how do you get up and when you're up how do you find the strength to keep it and not fall back down to the low again?
the most painfull thing in life or at least in some situation is to be forced to smile when you deep inside is just feeling a great deal of pain, nothing else really matters and you can't help yourself from not crying or feeling worried ,that you can deal with at least for a little while, but when you have to give that fake ugly pretended smile just so you can resure for others "you're okay" I think that pain is the worst.
Smile like you don't mean it, and cry like you never meant anything else.
It's not like you're here by choice, it's not like you can do anything about it, right?
Wrong, I guess in life the only one you can blame is yourself, cause even when others may have caused pain you're the one who's going further with it, even though we blame others we are the ones who are keeping that pain from vanishing, you may think it's not up to you, but it's always up to you
I have nothing to loose except my shoe
When the little mermaid said bu
the none ideal creatures are the happiest ones
get my story
A fish
Kiss on this
true true true
Going, going...GONE!
This was a nice update, I know you have missed me
