We wanna say goodbye cause we fear to say hello
If you're low how do you get up and when you're up how do you find the strength to keep it and not fall back down to the low again?
the most painfull thing in life or at least in some situation is to be forced to smile when you deep inside is just feeling a great deal of pain, nothing else really matters and you can't help yourself from not crying or feeling worried ,that you can deal with at least for a little while, but when you have to give that fake ugly pretended smile just so you can resure for others "you're okay" I think that pain is the worst.
Smile like you don't mean it, and cry like you never meant anything else.
It's not like you're here by choice, it's not like you can do anything about it, right?
Wrong, I guess in life the only one you can blame is yourself, cause even when others may have caused pain you're the one who's going further with it, even though we blame others we are the ones who are keeping that pain from vanishing, you may think it's not up to you, but it's always up to you
